"There's a reason I said I'd be happy alone, it wasn't cause I thought I'd be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone and then if fell apart I might not make it.
It's easier to be alone, because what if you learn that you need love and then you don't have it? What if you like it and lean on it? What if you shape your life around it and then... it falls apart?
Loving love is like dying... The only difference is death ends, this? It can go on forever"